by angellea
August 5, 1997

With wings spread wide she soars above the snowy white clouds…
Transported far above the care and trials of her earthly life.
She leaves the disappointing discoveries behind and
Feels an aura of forgiveness for him who has clouded her life
After helping her reach the utmost heights of understanding.
He instructed-----through a warped and evil mind….
She listened---but not to the evil….
She was seeking that deeper power within.
Her “old self” raged battle continually…
Fighting the satanic powers he wielded.
New energies pushed the raging aside,
For her destiny was to rise above him….
To rise above the deceit she experienced and
Again feel the wholeness she was able to feel even  with
The devastating curtain call.
He was only a catalyst for her transformation.
She was destined to survive his “teaching".

The air is clear here….high in the heavens…
She closes her eyes and floats…
Oblivious of past hurts and past disappointments.
She has risen above it all and she will stay above it all.
This was her destiny….
It was necessary for her to explore the deep recesses of her soul.
It was necessary for her to realize she was a survivor
In spite of the satanic energies he released…
Those energies that purged her soul of past energies
That were slowly destroying her…
She had to realize he was only a catalyst
In uncovering these new energies,
Although his ultimate goal was not  for her good.
She grasped the teachings with eager heart….
She sifted out the evil and left it mixing
With the earth’s dirt under her feet.
He could not touch her anymore.
She magnified the good and it glorified
Her own power within….increasing her strength one hundred fold.

Now, as she soars high above him…..
She can see him as he really is….
A user of her trust….of her sincerity….using lies
Where truth would have served his purpose much better.
He made a fatal blunder in trying to deceive this angel of truth.
Truth to her is the foundation of her worldly life.
She grieves from the death of a powerful relationship…
But she is a survivor.
With saddened, wounded heart
She wonders:  Where does a survivor go from here?
 

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by angellea
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